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Issue 30

Sunday link edition

Hi!

This letter is a little different than usual. I realized I had too many links that I wanted to share, and also that there really wasn’t time to write an essay this weekend due to family obligations. So, this thirtieth issue is all about links elsewhere.

As always, feel free to send your links my way. Just hit reply to this letter, or tweet to @tdh.


Linkage

🤬 There’s a .zip domain name, and it’s Google’s fault. Read this, and then make sure that you’re extra careful with links that look like zip files.

😷 Covid is over says WHO but it sounds more like surrender than victory.

🧑‍🎤 An interesting study on how much money Swedish artists are making on Spotify. Spoiler: It’s not good.

🏢 This Tom Gauld cartoon on writing dystopia hit home.

🌛 “I like the slowness of the night” – what a wonderful quote from this piece. Hear hear!

🧠 My friend Jesper on thinking cost. I have thoughts on this too, expect them in a future letter.

📵 More schools should probably ban smartphones, if this the Atlantic piece is anything to go by. I’m personally not against either phones nor tablets as a rule, there’s a lot of good things coming from them, too. But at school, there should probably be an idea, a concept, around them for it to truly work.

⛱️ Your phone is ruining your vacation is another one of those “let’s hate on the iPhone” pieces, but there’s some truth to it, as always. The same could be said about a book, however…

🦾 A wonderful stop-motion video of Lego droid assembly line.

🤔 Why we usually can’t tell when a review is fake.​

🚶 Whatever the problem, it’s probably solved by walking makes a good argument. I agree, I wish I could go for a walk right now, actually.

Got something I should read? Send it to me, either by replying to this letter, or tweeting to @tdh. Thanks!


Currently

📚 I’m continuing my Roger Zelazny Amber streak, with The Courts of Chaos. I never read this one as a kid, so it’s interesting to see how the story develops.

🎵 Garbage has a new EP out, Witness to your love, that I’ve been listening to a couple of times.

📺 Love & death is a new mini-series based on real events. Both Elizabeth Olsen and Jesse Plemons are brilliant, I’m enjoying it thus far.

🎮 Well, I failed with my goal to finish Breath of the Wild before Tears of the Kingdom came out. Maybe next week?

That’s it for this week. I’ll be back with a proper essay next Sunday. Until then, take care.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#30
May 14, 2023
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Different cities, different people

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Issue 29

Different cities, different people

Hi!

I’ve been in Berlin for the past week, visiting friends and enjoying the city. It’s been great in almost every way. The only thing that wasn’t good was the nighttrain back home to Stockholm. Abysmal in every way, including a three hour delay, which is unfortunate since trains are much better for the environment than flying. They clearly need to improve if I’m going to subject myself to that particular route again. Anyway, I don’t want to digress too long on negative things. We got home, let’s leave it at that.

It was interesting to see how Berlin differed from Stockholm. I’ve been there before, but that was over two decades ago, a lifetime, it seems. This time, I was struck not only by the different approach to city life, but also how the people was. Stockholm, and Sweden overall, is known for being a cold and harsh place. While that is true in terms of temperatures right now, it’s something people visiting Stockholm tend to comment on. And yes, I think there’s a hostility lingering here. This became even more apparent after visiting various parts of Berlin. Overall, it felt inclusive, everyone was nice and inviting, even in places where they didn’t need to be. You can’t really compare how people are based on the service you get at a five star hotel, for example. They’re paid to be nice to you, and while they might be genuinely so, it’s hard to tell. The corner shop attendant at midnight, a taxi driver, your waiter, or the guy making jewelry for nightclubbers, those are the people that, alongside people living there, will set the general vibe of a place. And I have to tell you, it was a gentle and kind vibe, more than I remember, and a lot more so than I expected. This was just as true in Neukölln or Kreuzberg, as in Charlottenburg – fundamentally different areas of the city.

Berlin has a natural influx of people. They might be there for the party scene or to work at a startup. Either way, they’re people from elsewhere looking to find a place in life, for a time. I’d say that’s a lot easier in Berlin than in Stockholm, at least based on my week there, the people I met, and the conversations we had. There’s no real reason for this, Stockholm is also a mix of people, especially tech workers coming here to work for companies like Spotify or Klarna, but it’s different.

One reason for this might be the different approach to alcohol and dining out. Despite the strong euro, compared to the Swedish krona, it was fundamentally less expensive to eat and drink in Berlin. This is due to heavy taxation in Sweden, and I do mean heavy. Case in point: I found a bourbon I like that costs north of €48 in Sweden, for €25 at a late night corner store. And don’t get me started on the price of beer. The availability of bars and restaurants, and the fact that they’re almost always available, some places never close, does mean that it’s easy to get stuck drinking more than usual. That’s the argument for the Swedish restricted and heavily taxed model. The problem is that the lack of said availability means less social spaces for people to meet, and, I think, an inherent stress when it comes to the social life outside home and work. We, in Sweden, lack the natural and relaxed attitude towards this, and I think this is due, in part, the controlled nature of the Swedish society. Whether that’s good or bad from a health point of view, I really can’t tell, but I must say that the novelty of a take-away drink from a nice bar was appealing.

My reasoning is, it all pools together. People act towards each other in a certain way because of what society teaches them. This makes two cities which, on paper, shouldn’t be so different, very much so when it comes to its inhabitants.

I really enjoyed Berlin. In a different life, I’d live there instead. Maybe I will, down the line.


Linkage

🦜 The New Yorker has a lengthy feature on Luis von Ahn, founder of language app (and more) Duolingo. Possible paywall on this one, sorry.

🤖 Geoffrey Hinton is dubbed one of the Godfathers of AI, and he fears for humanity. That sounds reassuring, doesn’t it? If you recognize the name, it’s because he recently left Google and a lot of outlets are trying to make it about the company’s failed chatbot, Bard, and the like, but according to this interview, that’s not the case.

💵 Facebook might owe you money, at least if you’re a user in the US. Yeah, it sounds like a scam, but it isn’t. This is part of a settlement Facebook, now Meta, made due to being asshats.

⌨️ Don’t like the sound of your keyboard? Try Klack, a fun app that makes typing clickity-clack. Mac only, I’m afraid. Personally, I prefer a proper mechanical keyboard, but that’s not for everyone.

📕 My Swedish fantasy novel, Automatonen, is now available in bookstores across our tall nation. I published the first chapter on the official site, if you’re interested. Again, in Swedish only.

Got something I should read? Send it to me, either by replying to this letter, or tweeting to @tdh. Thanks!


Currently

📚 It’s time for another one of Roger Zelazny’s Amber books. This time I’m reading The hand of Oberon. I think this is the last one in the series I read as a teenager, so it’ll be interesting to see where it goes.

🎵 I haven’t been listening to much music this week. Bad luck streak in dancing school by Warren Zevon was the last one played on my iPhone though, and it’s a great album. Give it a listen.

📺 We’ve been watching Fauda the past few weeks. It’s getting better, season 3 is downright cruel to, well, everyone involved. I surmise it’s their thing. It still feels like a budget version of The Shield meets Jack Ryan, though. I’m somewhat troubled by the way the series portrays the region, but what else is new?

🎮 With the new Legend of Zelda mere weeks away, I want to finish Breath of the Wild. Alas, the only thing I’ve played this week is Tetris on my phone. It’s not a particularly good version, I’ll have to dig out my Game Boy Color version, I think.

It’s been quite a week, fun and rewarding, and yet also taxing. We recently went to Nice, France, as you might recall, and now a week in Berlin, Germany. It’ll be nice to return to normality for a while.

Until next week, take care.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#29
May 7, 2023
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Automatonen är här!

Hej! Du får det här brevet för att du skrivit upp dig för nyhetsbrev på Automatonen.se. Vill du inte ha fler brev så avsluta prenumerationen här.


Automatonen är här!

Jag ska fatta mig kort:

Min fantasyroman Automatonen finns nu att köpa i bokhandeln! 🎉

Det har varit en lång resa hit, det första utkastet skrevs för vad som känns som en evighet sedan, men nu är den här. Jag hoppas att ni kommer gilla boken och vill följa med på äventyret, för det har verkligen bara börjat. Du hittar den i din bokhandel, eller så klickar du på någon av länkarna nedan.

Automatonen finns där böcker säljs

Till exempel hos Adlibris, Akademibokhandeln, Amazon, Bokus, eller din favoritbokhandel.

Stort tack till alla som varit med på resan! 📕✔️

Hälsningar,
Thord D. Hedengren ⚡

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#11
May 4, 2023
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On keeping a journal

THE BORED HORSE 🐴

Issue 28

On keeping a journal

Hi!

My journaling app (Day One) says I’ve been updating it daily for 1,229 days in a row. That’s something, I dare not figure out how many words that amount to.

Keeping a daily journal is beneficial to me. Sometimes I look back, sure, but that’s not the primary reason I keep doing it. No, it’s because it makes me contemplate the day, and while doing that, I try to figure out how I’ve been. That includes physically, mentally, and towards my family and fellow humans.

I don’t want to rush through every day, never changing. I think I did that for a while, I’m sorry to say, and that certainly wasn’t good for me, nor, I’d wager, my relationships. It definitely made me lose focus of my goals, and I’m struggling with that, still.

Keeping a journal just to ask yourself if you’re moving in the right direction is reason enough for me. Doing it on a daily basis, even if it’s only a short note or a single sentence at times, works better than doing it irregularly. I used to do it weekly when I felt that the daily journal entries became too mundane, it wasn’t compelling reading and I had this idea that I’d enjoy reading my journal in the distant future. That’s all the wrong reasons for keeping a journal, I’ve come to realize, so now it’s dull and raw.

I have added extra data points for easy querying the past six months or so. They’re tags that notes different things I struggle with, or want to keep track of. It’s personal, but it could be things like working out or staying clear of an evening snack. To me, this works just as well, if not better, than the various streaks apps out there, and I’ve had success with them, too. This, alongside being able to attach photos, is the strength of a dedicated journaling app, as opposed to raw text files. It’s why I haven’t moved my journal yet, despite all my misgivings (see issue 22).

If you’ve been struggling to keep a journal, I urge you to give it another go. It doesn’t need to be an interesting read, you’re not writing for an audience. It’s the process, and being honest with yourself about your day, that’s the key.

And the crazy 1,000+ daily streak, of course.


Linkage

📓 David Pierce has had similar problems regarding keeping a journal, at least from a technical point of view.

💧 Microsoft’s web browser, Edge, famous for the new chatbot, and for replacing Internet Explorer, is leaking data to the Bing search engine, it seems. If you’re interested in privacy for your search, consider switching to Duck Duck Go.

📵 Mobile Phone Museum is a fun little site. I find it sad that all mobile phones today are so similar. There was a time when this and this could coexist, and while it wasn’t better in any way, it was at least more fun.

Got something I should read? Send it to me, either by replying to this letter, or tweeting to @tdh. Thanks!


Currently

📚 I think China Miéville has outdone himself with The last days of New Paris, not because it’s his best work (it isn’t), but for the sake of weirdness it brings. Surrealist monsters, Nazi demons, and I can honestly not begin to describe this book.

🎵 Lana Del Rey’s new album, Did you know there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd is quite good.

📺 Finally up to speed with Succession. This season is better than the last, I feel, but I think it’s a good thing that the series is ending. Here’s hoping it wraps up nicely.

🎮 Not much time for games this week, but I have been enjoying Slay the Spire yet again. I keep returning to that bloody game, aren’t I?

I’m sending this to you from a lovely desk in an even lovelier hotel in Berlin, Germany. It’s been over 25 years since I was here last, and now I wonder why that was. Can’t wait to get back here, but for now, I’m going to see what the last day has to offer.

I’ll email you again next week. Take care.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#28
April 30, 2023
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If it takes less than two minutes, do it

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Issue 27

If it takes less than two minutes, do it

Hi!

I’m afraid it’s a short one today as I’m (still) sick, but at least the fever’s down.

I’d like to talk about productivity, and the one rule that I stay true to. It has helped me a lot over the years, and while I can dabble and change various systems up, this one stays.

It is: If it takes less than two minutes, do it.

Can you answer that email in less than two minutes? Do it.

Will it take you less than two minutes to research something? Do it.

Can you read that piece someone sent you under two minutes? Do it.

The purpose is to remove things from the backlog. If you get an email you know you’re going to reply to, but you put it away to do later, the knowledge of a task in the future burrow itself into the back of your head. It’s another thing that takes up head-space, and those things add up. Suddenly, there are many things spinning around back there, you’re starting to get stressed.

My arguing is that, if you read the email and can tick it off as done by hitting reply, getting it off your plate in two minutes or less, then that’s a good thing. You won’t have to worry about it later because it’s done.

This rule has helped me a lot over the years. There are many things that reach me, one way or another, that I want to act on. They become tasks, sometimes defined ones in a todo list, but other times it’s something I know, in the back of my head, that I’ll have to do at some point. I have systems to handle this, and they work, but they work better if they’re not overloaded. As long as I don’t let potential two minute tasks interrupt me, but rather reach me when I should, say, check my email, and not as a notification while I’m doing deep work, it’s a good rule and system. Life, and work, is stressful enough as it is.


Linkage

📸 Camera site DPReview is closing, but it seems as if it might stick around a while longer anyway? As confusing as that sounds, it’s a shame. I’ve consulted reviews on potential purchases on said site many times.

🦃 Elon Musk continues to wreck havoc on Twitter. The legacy blue verified tick was removed in favor of one requiring the Blue subscription. The tick was later reinstated for high profile accounts, possibly to combat the movement to block people paying for the site, which would be the ones with the tick. NPR and PBS have both left Twitter due to “government funded” labels, but those have since been reverted. Oh, and policies regarding intentional misgendering was quietly removed, too. If we know one thing about Twitter, it’s that nothing’s certain.

🕵️‍♂️ Israeli actor Topol was a Mossad agent claims family. I bet there were lots of snickering about the James Bond movie, For your eyes only, he featured in.

🧱 Have you seen the Tetris movie? Then why not build a Game Boy out of Lego? I love these silly things.

🤖 What’s the point of reading writing buy humans is the title of an interesting piece on AI content. I’m not going to spoil it, it’s worth a read.

Got something I should read? Send it to me, either by replying to this letter, or tweeting to @tdh. Thanks!


Currently

📚 I needed a cleanser after Bret Easton Ellis’s The rules of attraction so it’s back to Roger Zelazny’s Amber series, with Sign of the unicorn.

🎵 I’ve been alternating between From the inside and Lace and whiskey this week. Yep, those are old Alice Cooper albums.

📺 We watched the Tetris movie. It was enjoyable but forgettable.

🎮 It’s been quite a bit of Breath of the Wild this week, but I got inspired and tried the Game Boy Tetris version on Switch. Turns out I prefer the original, so I’m charging my Analogue Pocket as I’m typing this.

I was too feverish to send a letter last week, and it was even doubtful this’d get done. Luckily the worst of whatever bug I’ve got seem to have passed, so here we are. Assuming I don’t get worse, you’ll get the next letter on time, possibly sent from Berlin, or scheduled beforehand.

Until then, take care.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#27
April 23, 2023
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On work/life balance

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Issue 26

On work/life balance

Hi!

I came back to snow and sleet in Stockholm the other day, from a short trip to Nice, France. Stepping out of that plane into a winter that won't ease up properly here in Sweden was, well, horrible. I don't think I've understood how much I've missed sunshine, having a drink outside, and walking on dry streets. Spring can't come soon enough.

Our trip was a short vacation, and the first time we went anywhere by plane since before the pandemic. It felt great to travel again, although it's troublesome for environmental reasons. I've missed seeing other things, new things. It's as simple as that.

Running a small digital agency means that there are no proper vacations. While you don't have to be on stand-by for things (unless you've planned things incredibly poorly), it's not like we can forget about email and things for five days in a row. This, the idea that everyone's always available, is a problem for most, and that's why you've got people talking endlessly about the work/life balance.

Let me tell you, work/life balance isn't something I've thought about for a long time. I wouldn't be writing about it in this letter if it wasn't for one of our clients who insisted we wouldn't work on our vacation. We're always there for them, and they're a joy to work with. That a client, who initially wanted help while we were away, is prepared to push announcements because of our vacation, speaks volumes to their idea of how you treat your partners. They didn't want us working when we had time off, and they didn't want us feeling that we had to be at their disposal at all times. It's a great client.

We did the announcements anyway, and a few other things while we were away.

Why? Because it is indeed all about balance, but not necessarily what people think about when they talk about work/life balance. To us, being able to help our clients is important. It's just as important, however, that we don't have to process upcoming things, adding stress to the back of our heads. I don't find it stressful to publish a press release at a certain time, with media assets and the like. It doesn't ruin my vacation that I have to sit down in the shade with my iPad, and copy-paste for a bit. If we had decided to push the release to the day we got back home, it would've added stress. It also wouldn't be in line with how we run our agency, it's not the kind of service we want to provide, especially not to clients who are respectful and kind towards us.

So, press releases, two interviews, and some minor other things happened during our vacation. Sometimes on said bench in the shade, at other times in the hotel room, or at a bar. Wonderful, warm and rewarding surroundings, all. The best office I've had in quite some time, I've got to tell you.

If that's not work/life balance, I don't know what is.


Linkage

🦤 Substack is launching a tweet-like Notes feature (without permalinks at the moment, and in beta), which means that Elon Musk’s Twitter decided to mess with Substack links. It’s silly and ridiculous, watching two locked-down platforms bicker. The Verge has a ton of (sometimes silly) posts on the matter. Key take-away: Start (and own) your own domain, blog and/or newsletter, and don’t rely on other people’s platforms.

🔐 MIT Technology Review argues that the new EU legislation for Big Tech (primarily social media) is making the internet a safer place. We’ll see about that, but it sure will make companies like Meta and Twitter more accountable for not acting properly on illegal content.

🤖 In AI news, a journalist at the Guardian tried to rely on ChatGPT for a week, which at least shows that AI will be a big thing for recipe sites. The AI art piece in the New Yorker is less flippant but still on a positive note, whereas the stream of shitty AI generated short stories to literary magazines further shows how AI is being used and abused.

📠 I don’t know, maybe it’s time to build a cyberdeck? Fair warning, this is a rabbit hole.

💸 Or take it a step further, like my brother argues in his piece on why he’s choosing to live in poverty, and is happier for it.

Got something I should read? Send it to me, either by replying to this letter, or tweeting to @tdh. Thanks!


Currently

📚 You’d think that the short vacation in Nice would mean that I finished The Rules of Attraction (by Bret Easton Ellis), but nope, I read about ten pages this week. Go figure.

🎵 Don’t ask me how I managed to miss the self-titled (and only) album Hindu Love Gods, by Warren Zevon and (most of) R.E.M. It’s a great cover album, albeit not as good as Hollywood Vampires. Great find!

📺 I’m almost caught up with Liasion. It’s pretty good.

🎮 I’ve been doing short Breath of the Wild sessions this week, with the little guy. The last of the Divine Beasts is getting spanked tonight.

The trip to Nice, and Easter, made this week a bit crazy. I'm in our cabin now, taking it easy. Next week will be hectic, but at least there aren't any small things piling up that I could've ticked off easily on my days away. I'm grateful for that.

Until next week, take care.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#26
April 9, 2023
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On getting older

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Issue 25

On getting older

Hi!

I celebrated my 43rd birthday on Wednesday this week. It was a nice day, I’d managed to move almost all agency work off my plate. I worked with things pertaining to my upcoming fantasy novel, Automatonen (in Swedish only, for now), including the cover reveal and release date announcement which went out on Thursday. You can find all of that on my Swedish blog, if you’re curious. I’d wager most of you won’t understand much of what it says, but there are mockups of the cover at least. There’s a small site for the book, too.

Anyway, this letter is about getting older.

Growing older is an interesting thing. Not the actual aging so much as the way we talk about it. The amount of times people said or wrote that it’s craaazy that I’m forty-three already amazes me. It’s because my age reminds them of their age, which makes sense when you’re talking to friends and family that you’ve know for a long time.

I’m writing this on Friday afternoon, and you’ll get it on Sunday. I don’t feel older than I did at the beginning of the week. Technically I am, obviously – time marches on – but I don’t feel it, not really.

Which isn’t to say that I haven’t aged. My body isn’t in the same shape or form that it was when I was thirty. My twenty year-old self would outrace me, but I’m stronger today. I’m also heavier, wider, with more meat (and fat) on my bones. It’s harder to get up in the morning, I don’t want to do all-nighters anymore, and while I can get into crunch mode as well as anyone, I tend not to. There was a time when I had so many projects going on at the same time because I just didn’t get tired. That’s long passed.

None of that has much to do with age, I think. I could’ve been just as thin as I was in my thirties if I’d prioritized that, but I don’t. I’d rather be strong and live a pleasant life. I could write all night, but I’d rather be sleeping. It’s not my age, or my body, that says no, it’s my priorities.

I keep hearing people, often developers and freelance creatives, saying that they were faster workers when they were younger. I don’t get that at all. I’m working less than I did when I started out, and yet I’m producing more value. For developers especially, as long as you learn new things, there’s just no way you were a better developer ten years ago. Hell, it’s likely you’re better today than you were last month.

Growing old isn’t scary to me. I don’t mind it, if anything it’s better than the alternative. While I have changed, I’m as silly as I ever was, and so is my wife. We’re goofing around daily, if you heard us you’d have a hard time guessing our age. I don’t remember my parents doing that, nor my friends’ parents, but this is probably due to the child’s point of view, and ignorance. Growing old might be more of a social construct than anything else. Except the addition of time, of course.

That’s my takeaway from the conversations I’ve had this week: That you are, indeed, as old as you feel. While your age is something related to the time you’ve spent alive, getting old is a state of mind. The same goes for being young, too, although it’s a moniker that only makes sense when talking about people of a young age. Or when people are talking about how they were, once upon a time, a sparkle in their eyes. That, I think, is the definition of growing old.


Linkage

Thank you all for your input on what to add to the letter. A, to me, surprising amount of you missed the links that I used to include, so they’re back. Less extensive though, I’m going to try to keep this section short and sweet. We’ll see how it goes.

🧓 The puzzling gap between how old you are and how old you think you are over at The Atlantic is strangely on point with today’s topic.

🤖 The age of AI has begun proclaims Bill Gates over at his blog. It shouldn’t surprise anyone that Gates is thrilled with the prospect of AI, and what it can do to help tackle the health problems of the world.

🐌 The slow learning manifesto is pretty on point.

✍🏻 Blank Page is a simple writing app that lives in your browser. Save to download a text file. I’m liking it. Fun fact: I was involved in a startup with (almost) the same name. We wanted to help people write books. Unfortunately, it never really took off, and it’s now defunct.

Got something I should read? Send it to me, either by replying to this letter, or tweeting to @tdh. Thanks!


Currently

📚 I’m reading my second Bret Easton Ellis novel ever, and incidentally it’s his second one, called The Rules of Attraction.

🎵 Lana Del Rey released her new album, Did you know there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd, and I like it thus far.

📺 I’ve opted not to start watching Succession yet, as I prefer there to be a few episodes available. It’s mostly been simple shows, like Fauda, the past week due to the workload.

🎮 The only thing I’ve played this week is Slay the Spire. I advice you to avoid this game, it’ll suck you in otherwise.

I should be sitting in the sun sipping wine when you get this. While my birthday was this Wednesday, the coming days will be a celebration of sorts, too. I’m in Nice, France, with my wife, enjoying some much needed time off.

Until next week, take care.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#25
April 2, 2023
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I used to review games for a living 🎮

THE BORED HORSE 🐴

Issue 24

I used to review games for a living

Hi!

I started my first company on my eighteenth birthday with the brilliant business plan of “not getting up early in the morning”. Money would have to come later, I figured, and they did. This was 1998 and I had a somewhat substantial web presence with a growing network of sites focusing on role-playing games, entertainment, and the like.

My site, TVspel.nu (which translates to “video games now” in Swedish), started to get traction, and soon I pulled decent money through online ad sales. TVspel.nu was a pretty typical video game site of the time, with news and previews, reviews and feature articles. We got sent just about every game published for all platforms in Sweden, and reviewed most of them. There was an editorial staff of, at most, fourteen people, all doing it for fun.

Writing about, and reviewing, games soon became my job. I grew up with Commodore 64, and later NES and Super NES, and enjoyed playing games as a kid. That stayed with me, so making my hobby my job seemed like a good idea. A lot of people in today’s creator economy do that, with newsletters and ebooks.

It makes sense, doesn’t it? Do what you love, and get paid while doing it. A dream come true, right?

I think you know where this is going. The flip-side of writing about video games is that not all games are fun to play. There are deadlines to meet, so you need to rush through the games at times. An equal amount of time need to be spent on a poor game, as one you enjoy. When done, there’s rarely time to return to any but the absolute best games, if even, because there’s always another game to review, another deadline. Then, at night, you're fed up with gaming.

Doing what you love for work isn’t necessarily a good thing. You should obviously enjoy your work, but a hobby, such as playing video games, will change when you’re tacking business to it.

I don’t review games for a living anymore, that stopped in 2008. A decade was enough, I was so fed up with gaming that it took years and years until I enjoyed video games again. The hobby is tarnished, that’s the fact of it. I still play games occasionally, but I take my time, and drop most of them when I get bored. Which happens more often than not with video games these days. That could be an age thing, I guess, but I do think that every one of those game reviews chipped away at the joy of gaming. Who knew it was a finite source?

📚 I’m on to the second Amber book by Roger Zelazny, The Guns of Avalon. It’s better than I remember, but I did read a Swedish translation when I was fifteen or so, which probably says something or other about the experience I had.

🎵 I’m on a Warren Zevon trip, revisiting his older works. The Wind still hits me hard.

📺 Watching Fauda on Netflix. Not blow away, but it’s fine, I guess.

🎮 Still Playing Breath of the Wild, although playing might be overstating things because there hasn’t been much time for any of that this week. I intend to play it, at least – that counts, right?

I’ve been exploring ways to expand and further develop this newsletter. Rebooting the website would be a natural first step, but I also want to create additional value. I’m not going paid subscriptions or anything like that though, but I do feel that there could be something more than the weekly essay. If you have thoughts, I’d love to hear them. Just hit reply and let me know what you think.

And with that, I’m off to a working Sunday. I’m getting ready to reveal the cover for my upcoming fantasy novel, Automatonen. It’s in Swedish which means that most of you won’t understand much, but I’ll put a link to the reveal in a future issue nonetheless.

Until next week, take care.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#24
March 26, 2023
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Single purpose device 1️⃣

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Issue 23

Single purpose device

Hi!

I’ve been struggling with my iPhone lately. It’s just not good at everything it does. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a great device, but what is its purpose? It’s an everything box, a magical slate of glass that’s more than enough for most people. For me too, especially the iPhone 14 Pro Max I’m using. And yet, I’m not enthused with it.

I upgraded from my iPhone 13 mini to the 14 Pro Max because I wanted the best camera there is. Scratch that, the best iPhone camera there is. You see, I’d gotten bored with taking photos. The 13 mini wasn’t good, not compared to the 12 Pro I had before. My hope was that the 14 Pro Max would reignite my passion for photography.

Alas, it’s all so very processed, so overly tweaked by the machine, that I don’t like how the photos look. Granted, I can fix that with clever camera apps like Halide, or spend some time editing the ProRAW files in Darkroom. But that’s not what I see on the screen, right then, when I snap the photo. It bothers me.

I picked up my Ricoh GRIII a while back, and it was a whole different thing. There’s no zoom or flash unless you mount something, which I don’t on a small street camera like this. It’s just a camera, it takes photos. It can shoot video, but, I think, not well.

Suddenly, photography was fun again. I started carrying the Ricoh in my bag, and I took photos again. The only thing I used my iPhone camera was to remember things.

I’m writing this on an 11” iPad Pro sitting in its Magic Keyboard. To be honest, I’m not fond of the Magic Keyboard, but space is of an essence at this particular desk, so it’ll do. This, along with experimental drawing, is the only thing I’ve used my iPad Pro for the past couple of weeks. You see, I was supposed to sell my iPad mini 6, but I ended up keeping it for reading. Again, it’s just better than the otherwise superior Pro model at that particular task. But then, my Kindle Paperwhite beats them all when it comes to reading in the dark.

Lately, I’ve been eyeing my Punkt MP02 again. You might remember that I did a series on Switch to iPad where I paired that minimalistic phone with an iPad, ditching my iPhone. I wondered if that was the way to go, yet again. Unfortunately there are some things the minimalistic phone doesn’t do as well as the iPhone, where the iPhone shines, and it’s phone calls (!), texting (!!), and as a music player (that was expected). The MP02 is a lovely device, but it’s a sub-par phone in comparison to the iPhone.

There’s always the allure of the single purpose device. I love my vinyl player, and prefer it over playing digital music, despite it all going through the same hifi system and speakers. It’s the feel of things, I think, and the sole purpose for their existance. It’s why I have notebooks and expensive pens, despite the superiority of taking notes on an iPad. But, just like with music, there’s a place and time for everything. I’m not mocking up designs in small paper notebooks anymore, it’s faster and more versatile on an iPad, directly useful even. But not as alluring, at least not all the time.

The final nail in the coffin for single purpose devices across the board, is when you pack your bag for the day. I can’t be bothered to carry multiple notebooks and pens, a music player, headphones, cameras, computers, phones, and iPads. It’s too much.

The camera stays, however. And, down the line, maybe something else will cement itself as a single purpose device I can’t bring myself to compromise myself out of. I hope so.

📚 Currently re-reading Nine princes of Amber by Roger Zelazny.

🎵 Listening to EBM by Editors. It’s been that kind of week.

📺 I’ve watched all episodes of Martijn Doolaard’s Italian Alp cabin renovation project. It’s wonderful slow TV, free on YouTube.

🎮 Still deep in Breath of the Wild. I can’t believe I never finished this, back in the day. Such a wonderful adventure.

You might notice that it’s Sunday today, not Friday. I’m going to switch to Sunday editions for a bit. There’s something alluring with sitting down with the newsletter on a Sunday afternoon, nurturing a drink, and writing this to you. Or editing, as it were today – this issue was written earlier this week when I had a rare opening in my schedule.

I’ll email you again in a week. Until then, remember to breathe and be kind to the people around you, but more importantly, to yourself. That’s hard, sometimes, so here’s your weekly reminder that you’re allowed to treat yourself.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#23
March 19, 2023
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In praise of TXT files 🐴

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Issue 22

In praise of TXT files

Hi!

I had a scare a while back. Ulysses, the writing app I’ve been using for quite some time, decided that my subscription wasn’t valid, making everything read only. So, yeah, not that scary I guess, but deeply disturbing because I had work to do on a project there. This was, obviously, a bug which the developer acknowledged and managed to fix in a day or so.

It scared me though, as these things tend to do when they happen in closed silos. I’ve got whole novels sitting in Ulysses (yes, as backups too, I’m paranoid like that), and before that, I had the same in another writing app called Scrivener. Ulysses rely on text files, basically, written in markdown[1] and lumped together in their own library format. Scrivener, by comparison, does the same, but with rich text files[2]. The fact that the actual files are accessible means that you should be able to wrench your content out of the app’s propriety library files, should exports stop working. It would perhaps be a hassle, but at least possible.

Being someone who’s been writing in markdown for years, there isn’t any need for anything but plain text files. I’ve been relying on the likes of Ulysses and Scrivener over the years because they offer organization and various templates to easier structure large documents. By large, I mean books – I wrote the Smashing WordPress series in Scrivener, and I’ve written several novels and novellas in Ulysses. The apps are helpful when it comes to organizing the story, moving scenes around is a matter of dragging “cards”, or whatever metaphor you want to use. Theoretically, it’s a great feature.

However, I’ve come to realize that I’m old school. If I want to move a scene, I’ll copy-paste it. And if I want to organize my novel in chapters, I don’t have those in the same file anyway, it’s going to be different files, thus making moving them around as easy as changing their file names. My outlines are already all over the place, sometimes in text files, other times in whatever outlining app I’m curious about at the moment, but most of the time, they live in notebooks. I get no help whatsoever from any of these fancy writing apps for outlining work and the like. To bring things home, when a manuscript is done, it always gets exported to DOCX, the file format used by Microsoft Word (and others). This is where the editor will force me into using the Track Changes feature, and then we’ll send Word files back and forth. No getting around that one, and no help from fancy writing apps either. You’re stuck with Word, or a compatible word processor like Pages (which I prefer), for the editing work. Raw text files, wherever they might reside, are left behind, forgotten and outdated, from this point onward.

Why lock anything into a silo? I hate silos, I really do, but they’re hard to avoid.

I’ve got nothing against Ulysses (or Scrivener, which I left for the former), mind you. It’s a great app, it offers a lot of helpful features. I like the interface and experience. I’m less enthused by the subscription model it uses, but that’s beside the point, especially since I’ve been paying it since day one.

But the silo it creates, that I dislike.

So, I’m going to move my long-form writing out of Ulysses. Here’s what I’m thinking:

  • Plain text, written in markdown, living in iCloud so that it syncs between all my devices.
  • I’ll most likely write in iA Writer (which I’m doing for shorter stuff already), but I could use any markdown-capable app. There are plenty to choose from.
  • Books will be folders, chapters will be files prepended by their number for easy sorting, and I’ll have sub-folders with other assets I might need.
  • When I’m done, I’ll either use the merge feature in iA Writer, which lets me link files in a master file, thus exporting everything from it without having to do any manual work, or I’ll pull it all together manually/with a script.
  • Exporting will probably be done by iA Writer, too. It’s great for giving me a range of file formats, and I can make them look good too. Or, in the case of novel manuscripts, format them in the standardized format.[3]
  • Backup will happen automatically since I’ve got a whole system set up for that. Remember, while iCloud, Dropbox and the like might synchronize your data, that also means that it’s vulnerable from several sources. Sync is not a backup.

That’s what I’m doing. It’s a platform agnostic approach to my writing, and I like that a lot. I might even commit my writing to a git repository, it’s all TXT files so anything goes. I could publish it as a website by exporting them to HTML, the possibilities are, if not endless, at least numerous.

Yeah, I’m weirdly enthused by this.

📚 I’m still reading my friend’s book, which is great. Just about done, as it were, so I bet she’s nervous now!

🎵 Listening to Moody Blue by Elvis, which might surprise you, but it fits my mood this week.

📺 Watching Fleishman is in Trouble. It’s a lighthearted drama with Jesse Eisenberg being, well, Jesse Eisenberg. Make of that what you will.

🎮 Playing the second Lifeline text adventure because I’m curious to see how the storytelling develops, if at all.

It's been a week, I can tell you, and it's not over yet. As I'm wrapping this up, getting ready to send it to you all, I'm also thinking about the day's last meeting. Then it's wine time, let me tell you, I've earned it. I hope you have too, but if not, don't worry – you got this far, that has to account for something.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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Footnotes

  1. Markdown is a fancy way of adding some formatting to plain text. Characters such as the asterisk (*), brackets and the like are used to highlight, and, when exporting, convert the text into formatting or markup.
  2. They use the enhanced RTF format, called RTFD, if I'm not mistaken.
  3. Manuscript format is a thing, although which flavor (fonts, sizes, row spacing) depends on the publisher. Make sure you read up on what gives before submitting a manuscript, otherwise it might end up in the bin unread.

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#22
March 10, 2023
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Popcorn books 🍿

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Issue 21

Popcorn books 🍿

Hey!

I’ve been reading a lot lately, I’m happy to say. It’s been quite a mix, these books, having ended up on my bedside table for a various of reasons. Several of them have been what my friend Tim referred to as “popcorn books” when we had online drinks a while ago. That phrase stuck with me.

Before sitting down to write this issue, I thought long and hard about whether to name any books or authors. It is, after all, not that hard to think that being a popcorn novel is a bad thing. It is not, of course, and I can’t stress that enough. After all, these are books I’ve read and enjoyed. The mere notion that such a term would be negative is grounded in the idea that there’s good culture and bad culture, the latter often referred to as “entertainment”. It’s clear with books, some genres are just less serious, for lack of a better word, than others, and thus regarded as dumb. The more complicated, the better, preferably in a niche nobody but the author and a select few has any knowledge of. It’s perhaps even more clear with movies, where Marvel blockbusters and the like are regarded cheap money-grabs, whereas small indie movies where they speak a language you don’t know is more highly regarded. Now, either of these cases doesn’t mean that the niche book or movie isn’t good, even better for you, it’s just an observation of how society looks at these things.

Better for you, that’s the key, isn’t it? I can enjoy a niche French drama as much as seeing John Wick kill people with a fucking pencil, it all depends on my mood. The same goes with books. It’s not hard, I think, to go from Joan Didion or Bret Easton Ellis, to Lee Child or Jim Butcher. The latter duo would, by most accounts, fall into the popcorn books authors stable, and that’s why I sometimes pick them, rather than, say, Joyce Carol Oates. It’s not a testament to the author in any way other than, at times, I feel like reading something else, something different. I love fine dining, but fish and chips at a dive bar can be heavenly, too, is what I’m saying.

So, don’t feel ashamed for picking up a popcorn book. Enjoy it, and consume the next in the series (it’s almost always a series, isn’t it?) while you’re at it. That’s what I did recently, devouring the first three books in the Dresden Files series by Jim Butcher. It was a nice acquaintance for a time, since the books (and writing) actually improves rather than re-iterates the same things all over again, as, say, Lee Child did for a bit. I’ve put the series on hold for, though. It’s time for something else. Can’t have popcorn all the time, after all.

📚 Currently reading a manuscript by a dear friend of mine, that I’m sure I shouldn’t be talking about. Sorry…

🎵 Listening to Marie Laforêt’s 1961-1964 in our newly finished (almost) kitchen. The French bistro vibe is strong with this one.

📺 Watching The Last of Us, still. It’s getting better and better, I think, but the hype is, as always, a bit much.

🎮 Playing Lifeline+, a choose your path text adventure that I enjoyed but never finished when it launched for the – and hold on to your horses now – Apple Watch! It’s on Apple Arcade, and I’m playing it on an iPad, which might not be ideal but I accidentally started it there, and, well, that’s it.

I hope you've had a good week. Mine's been slow, a sorely needed break at work. As always when things are slow, you first enjoy it, then start to worry about the future, just to finish at a restaurant with a brand new scheme. That's what happened yesterday, and I'm looking forward to telling you about it.

For now, take care, and enjoy your weekend. I'll speak to you soon.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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#21
March 3, 2023
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AI or bust 🐴

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Issue 20

AI or bust
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Hi!

I’ve been thinking a lot about AI[1], like most other people, it would seem. It’s troublesome and exciting at the same time, and full of tricky situations.

Take image generators like Dall-E, Midjourney, and Stable Diffusion. They let you give them a text prompt, and generate an image, with varying degrees of success. Fun tools, but there are many issues here. For starters, the models these services use have trained on actual artists’ work. That means that you can ask these services to generate an image in the style of Vincent van Gogh or Boris Vallejo. Neither artist (or estate, in the case of van Gogh) will get paid for this, even if the generated artwork is used in a commercial product. This is troublesome because most artists doesn’t want to be used for AI training[2]. Chocking, that…

Having ChatGPT write things for you is another AI feature that people talk about. It’s even a part of Microsoft’s Edge browser now. This, I think, is worrisome because of the dataset. Let’s say you ask ChatGPT, or any other text-based chat robot built on an AI model that scans the internet, something controversial. How can you be certain that the AI hasn’t fallen for conspiracy theories, rubbish data from content farms, or just taken a misunderstanding for the truth? When presented with an answer to your question as the truth, without having seen the data which led to said answer, it’s hard to make your own educated guess as to its validity. For web search regarding anything where you need to filter the results yourself, actually seeing the sources seems important.

Then there’s the whole rights thing here, too. Just like you can ask Dall-E to generate an image in a certain style, based on its interpretation of parsing said original, you can have ChatGPT write in an author’s style. This is already happening with AI[3], and the better ChatGPT and its ilk gets, the more AI generated books, articles, essays, blog posts, and more will be put out there.

AI models are built by borrowing from original creators. They learn by analyzing, much like a child learns to draw by mimicking. The difference is, the AI is a cheap tool that companies can rent, and use, to get away with paying original creators for their work. It’s a growing issue, and not a fair one since most people feel that nobody asked them if they wanted to train an AI to take their jobs.

The obvious solution would be for the artists being used for a model to get paid whenever an image was generated. Problem is, it’s unlikely there’s any way to track this, and where does the line go? A generated image or a body of text could be the result of thousands of analyzed content creators’ work. It’s not as simple as you might hope, unfortunately.

What it is, however, is utterly unfair to creators. Some are already seeing work drying up. Artwork in particular is expensive, and in many cases you don’t need it to be original, just relevant. Asking an AI to draw something for your article is a simple solution for many publications, and a lot more cost-effective. Problem is, that’s money that typically was paid to an artist. I feel for them, perhaps a bit more than I feel for the people who are paid $3 to crank out empty blog post for content farms. They, too, will be superseded by AI. Generating 800 words on a topic is cheaper, and the end-result might even be comparable. Even if it isn’t, an editor could touch up a lot of such pieces in a day, making it even easier to fill the internet with crap content.

Maybe that’s where it ends, when the AI used to generate both art and copy starts analyzing its own creation, serving it up as an answer to people asking a search engine a question. It’s not a particularly happy thought, is it?

📚 Currently reading Scattered all over the Earth by Yoko Tawada.

🎵 Listening to Infidels by Bob Dylan, a true classic.

📺 Watching the Last of us series, just like everyone else.

🎮 Playing The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild (yeah, I know…) so that I’ll be ready for the sequel.

It’s been a weird week, with less work than usual, but somehow still swamped. I’m looking forward to the weekend, and taking a break. I hope you’ll be able to, too.

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡


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Footnotes

  1. That’s PR speak for something that’s not even remotely close to the true definition of an artificial intelligence, but I’ll allow it for clarity. If you’re interested, read the book Our final invention by James Barrat.
  2. There’s been quite a few blunders from artist communities lately, thinking that artists want AI in the mix. Take the backlash that hit Artstation, for example. They really miscalculated what their users wanted.
  3. There’s an interesting story about self-publishing authors, who need to publish a large body of work regularly to stay relevant, and how they use AI services such as Sudowrite and Jasper.ai over at The Verge (in a very funky layout, too).


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#20
February 24, 2023
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The Bored Horse is back 🐴

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Issue 19

The Bored Horse is back
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Hi!

It's been a minute, hasn't it? Feels like ages since I wrote you last, decades in today's internet years. Everything is throttling forward at a horrific speed, with very little control, at least that’s how it feels to me.

I haven’t decided on the exact format of this rebooted newsletter just yet, so expect things to change. With that said, I’m pretty sure each issue will start with a short essay, and then contain further reading or the like, we'll see. This first rebooted issue isn't like that though, so let's jump right in.

A lot of things have happened since last time. Some highlights include:

I’ve gotten married. It was just me and my wife at city hall. We didn’t tell anyone, it was for ourselves. Marriage itself is a big thing, obviously, but the ceremony and party is something that we’ve both done before, so it was nice to make it all about us.

I became an uncle. My little sister got a baby boy, whom I'm looking forward to meet.

I’ve moved to a new apartment. We found the perfect apartment at the beginning of summer. Well, by which I say perfect, I mean that it’s getting there. We’ve painted and decorated, spent way too much money on furniture, keeping almost nothing of our old stuff, but it’s a wonderful place. And yes, I’m still splitting my time between Stockholm and the small countryside house, although the latter hasn’t gotten as much love due to the renovations.

Divide & Conquer has a new office. I think I mentioned this before, but it was a big thing for us last year, and we’ve made it a nice place to be. A second living room, if you will. That’s been an old goal of mine, and it still stands.

My fantasy novel is done. And by done, I mean sent to the printers. The cover reveal will be soon, the publisher tells me. It’s in Swedish, so most of you won’t understand a word of it, but it’s been a big thing for me, obviously. I can’t wait to see it in people’s hands.

Switch to iPad shuts down. If the previous one was fun, this one was not. Alas, there’s not enough time to do everything. I wrote at length about this on Switch to iPad, if you’re curious.

That's about it. Everyone's been staying healthy, most of the time. I think work is starting to balance itself. After the next couple of weeks, I hope to be able to focus on more things.

📚 Currently reading Pet Shop Boys, Literally.

🎵 Listening to Cool it down by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

📺 Watching the Welsh Open snooker tournament.

🎮 Playing Card Jockey on iPad.

That’s it for this week. Stay safe out there, yeah?

— Thord D. Hedengren ⚡​
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February 17, 2023
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